Have you been so happy?

Have you been so happy?

Like when someone holds your hand,

Especially when you least expected,

And suddenly you know

You’re taken care of.

Have you been so happy?

Like tickling someone so much,

And they have the weirdest laugh,

Added with unapologetic noises,

And you kiss them so hard.

Have you been so happy?

Like getting pecked on the neck,

With bear hugs from behind,

And you try to free yourself

From their tightening grip, unsuccessfully.

Have you been so happy?

When their smile makes you entire day,

And even hours of separation are difficult

And all you do is think about them

And to make their day a bit more lively.

Have you been so happy?

Even when you try to look for flaws,

You find none.

And you question if you deserve that much love,

And you promise to love them even more.

Have you been so happy?

That you couldn’t define perfection,

And now you know what it means

When people say that they love someone.

And now suddenly everything makes sense.

Have you been so happy?

That now you’ve started loving yourself,

Because a person taught you.

And now you both grow emotionally

And intellectually and support each other unconditionally.

Have you been so happy?

When just holding them

Gives you immense pleasure.

And you won’t let go,

Even when it annoys them.

Have you been so happy?

When they hug you,

And they just won’t let you go.

And you are busy,

But you still melt in their arms.

Have you been so happy?

You let them annoy you

Because you know that it makes them laugh

And you simply make faces

And they love you even more.

Have you been so happy?

That you can stay all day in bed with them,

Even when you are a clean freak.

And all you do is cuddle,

And it becomes the next day already.

Have you been so happy?

When you don’t have to talk,

Not even a sigh and they know what’s wrong.

And when you can fight the world

And be with them no matter what.

Have you been so happy?

When you get kisses even from far,

Especially at a crowded party,

And you know you’re being protected

Even from the corner of their eyes.

Have you been so happy?

That you wink at them discreetly

And they grin at you calling you a fool

And you make a sad face

And they wink back at you.

Have you been so happy?

When you remember the way they looked at you

When you wore that dress for the first time.

And you couldn’t stop gushing,

Yet you pretended that they didn’t notice.

Have you been so happy?

When all your life

You thought that love didn’t exist

And that it didn’t have any meaning whatsoever,

And now you know that you were so wrong.

Have you been so happy?

That you wear their shirt

Unclean and unwashed

For days at end

Because you’re miles away and you miss them incredibly.

Have you been so happy?

When you can’t stop staring at them

Especially when they laugh

And you think what’s wrong with you

And yet you day dream about being with them.

Have you been so happy?

That you fight with them

Over small and large things

And you talk like insane beings

And yet you can’t spend the night apart.

Have you been so happy?

When you were so broken,

And you knew nothing could heel you

Yet someone came and fixed you

And you wondered if everything was real.

Have you been so happy?

That you fear so much for them,

Fear losing them either emotionally or physically

And yet you brave yourself

Because only you can do so.

Have you been so happy?

That you never trusted someone

And now they know all your secrets

And you couldn’t imagine being so transparent before

And now you really are.

Have you been so happy?

That knowing someone

Inside and out

And knowing loyalty and trust

Which surprises you undoubtedly.

Have you been so happy?

Because I want you to be.

If you haven’t then I hope you’ll be,

Because such love is the only thing

That can heal anything in this entire world.